So this is basically the same journal as last time but now I've been gone even longer. I managed to stick around for about a month this time and really, really thought I had everything under control only to find myself in an even steeper downward spiral than ever. I guess I'm just not going to make any commitments anymore because I simply can't keep them. It boggles my mind that I can just lose six months to exhaustion. I have done absolutely nothing with my life for half a year that I can point at and go, "That was me." And that's kind of a dizzying feeling.
So just like before, though my status has not improved, I'm gonna try to creep back into doing something that means something to me. Writing in this case.